I am asking for your prayers. I had been contemplating on how to gather up my thoughts especially for a special project, a research report that had been about two years due but i have not found the inspiration to move on. please help me pray because i have lost vigor and stamina due to some people and some circumstances .I need this very badly now so that my appointment item will finally be awarded to me. O lord please give me the strength and the determination. Love you Lord...
I FEEL THE THINGS AROUND ME ARE FALLING DOWN. AT TIMES I EVEN ENTERTAIN THE THOUGHT THAT AM GETTING HOPELESS. IT HAS BEEN YEARS THAT THESE DISTRESSFUL EXPERIENCES DAUNTED MY EVERYDAY LIFE. i HAVE NOT ACCOMPLISHED WHAT I NEED TO DO. I FALL SHORT IN MANY WAYS. I HAVE A FAMILY BUT I SEEM ALONE. NOT EVERYONE CARES. SOMEONE TRIES TO DESTROY ME AND NEVER BELIEVES IN ME. IT SEEMS EVERYTHING I DO IS WRONG. I SOMETIMES GET TO PITY MYSELF AND FORGET THERE IS A LOVING GOD WHO NEVER FORSAKES ME. LAST NIGHT. I FELT I WAS TATTERED INTO PIECES. I LOST CONTROL OF MYSELF AND THOUGHT IT CAN BE THE END OF THE WORLD. AM SO SORRY LORD, I FALL SHORT MANY TIMES. DO NOT KNOW UNTIL WHEN MY STRENGTH OF CHARACTER SUSTAINS. NOW ,I DO NOT REALLY FEEL LIKE GOING HOME. I DO NOT KNOW WHERE TO FIND REFUGE. I WANT TO ESCAPE FROM REALITY. LIFE SEEMS JUST UNFAIR. I FEEL SO SATURATED. I LOSE STRENGTH. I WANTED TO STOP THINKING AND FEELING. LORD, SPARE ME FROM ALL THESE THOUGHTS.....
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