It's such a shame to admit that I became horny since I was 15 years old and now that I'm turning 18, I want to get away from this. It may seem so easy but it isn't, I read bible and said to myself I love Jesus but then again I forgot about what I just read and go back from being horny. I've been trying to change but temptations are everywhere. But tonight, as I visited youtube I listened to beautiful worship songs of Gary Valenciano (you may no know him) and I swear I cried and feel the message of every song and I hope this is the start of finally surrendering myself to God. I realized I've done a lot of sins but He still loves me and that's enough reason for me to change. Please pray for me to love and focus Him even more.