I don't ask much in life, lord please give a special someone that will love me unconditionally. I don't want live life alone let me share it with someone.
Today I pray of this new world you promise, I'm unsure what it will be like. I pray to be born again to have a childhood without scares to remember, I pray mother I have now will be mother again. I pray she'll have all her sons she lost and more respectful husband. I pray my grandmother be more living and kind giving my mother childhood memories she deserve. Us born without no illness as you say it would be. And my half-sister Brianna join me to be as mother's children. The world is scary God, I despise the pride sin spreading and blinded the innocent so young. This is not the world you asked for us to build.
I pray to lord to guide me into my next chapter in life, the one that leads to the one I promise I would only love in the world. He's the one I waited for all my life, somewhere and hope god guides me to my soulmate I feel connected too. I never fell in love or explore it with anyone I want one person married until death do us part. Something I seen in life with others, I don't want my mom see me unhappy for rest of my life.
I don't ask for riches nor do I greed but please heavenly father let me meet my half brother Eric, I don't ask for anything else knowing you'll give me a happy life but it won't be if I can't know my brother Eric. I am turning 21 one I want my big brother in my life and know I have nieces or maybe nephews all I want is my big brother. Our father wasn't in our lives ever and it doesn't mean we can't be part of each others.
God, please listen to my prayer I don't know what the world is coming into. Please for those in my country protected from the bad people and people in Europe too. I am scare these people will begin another world war where so many lives taken, please protect us and the children. We should live life with freedom and love not hatred, let the people be protected from the bad that might be coming our way.
Lord, please help me meet my big brother Eric, we share the same father by name Llyod Blakey and have different mothers. he's 6 or 7 years older than me. He went to school with someone I know, I love him with all my heart of someone I have never seen in my life. I don't want anything more than to see my brother the very first time. If I could hug him and see him face to face that hole in my heart would feel whole again because I have a brother who should know I want to see him and get know him. And if he has kids I want to hold and kiss them on the forehead saying I am your aunt Briana.
Lord thank you for protecting for making mistakes, love is beautiful now I am 20 years old no longer child but young lady. Life was a journey of the girl who survived through events since her first breath, you made sure my guardian angel look after you. :) My cousin will soon have her baby boy, please do the same for him that done for me but let him be healthy growing up to be someone who he's chosen to be. I don't ask for anything in a world then see Nichole smile for she lost her first baby by miscarriage and that child would want her to love their sibling with her strong heart.
Dear Lord, I am struggling to find my self and my mom worries me because she works to hard. I hope things get better for both of us and my stomach problems go away and don't hurt me anymore and we have struggle then lived a normal life. She always hurting and I pray good things will happen.
When I was born not long after I was reported born with birth effect disease known as Spina Bifida and the doctor told my mother these very heart breaking things," your child will never walk, talk or ever be able to go too school like everyone else. Your child might died by age of three." I spent the first year of life in hospital when I was only few weeks I started be discovered I was born with seizure disorder as well do to me and massive spot found on x-ray. Before age one my first words were Eddie repeatedly I surprise and shocked my mother by eventually learning how to talk. By age one in half during playtime with my cousin and mother playing monkey in middle with me on floor I took my first steps. My always took back to the doctor during doctor appointments saying that he was wrong I can talk and I can walk.
it was by age three when my mom found having a seizure she flip over see I was my back was pouring out spinal fluids and I remember myself crying in pain grieving frighten young little girl seeing herself blacking out surrounded by people standing over her. I remember waking up further apart from my mom later on in jet play on bed crying for my mother and hearing her voice telling me it's okay my baby, it's okay. I remember blacking out once again. It was horrible experience for child and mother go through but I survived that near death experience as three year old girl who's not 20 years old today. I still haunted by that very day it's why I can't forget it ever even though I was young something horrifying like that no child can forget.
There times when I been off and on in wheelchair and walking support until 9 before my tenth birthday I went to doctor appointment and told the doctor would he help get out wheelchair my back no longer look like a letter C. He told me as little girl to my mother that he would help me get out wheelchair I went the Circus before my very last surgeon on my back I has 29+ over my whole entire life. I went into surgeon and left 3 weeks later on my feet without a wheelchair and walking support on my 10th birthday I only had use walker until I recovered. Then after time went by I was walking on my own and I was so happy. No one can explain how I went school like everyone else, how I can speak you today about my story and how I can walk on my own. I previously months ago felt feelings on left foot the very first time I cried. I think Lord everyday for saving me when I was three, he always saved me and kept me alive this whole time to share what I gone through. So one day I hope I meet someone special my dreams are get married someday and have children of my own. :') I want share my heart and my strength one day with someone I can love for rest my life. I am young, I am walking and I am alive.
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