I don't want to make a big fuss about me because I know many people on here have suffered far greater than what I am going through. But I am making a plea for prayers because the past 12 years have been so crazy, hard, horrific, and debilitating. I am 26 years old and I feel as if I am in my 80s. I have no purpose, I do nothing, and my body feels broken. And my psyche is following. I can't help but think about checking out if things keep getting worse. Don't worry I am not in immediate danger of self harm. But these thoughts are there because I'm terrified of things never getting better. I just want to be healthy and start to build a life, but sometimes, most of the time, It feels like there is no hope. I feel paralyzed and I am kind of at wit's end. Please send prayers to me, because maybe if enough people send them, I will get better.But like I said many people have been through much worse and they may need god's attention more than me and they probably deserve it more than me too.

I am almost 26 years old, and I feel very unhealthy physically and mentally. It is taking its toll and I am very scared. I don't have any major physical ailments that I know of but that doesn't mean that I'm okay. Please send positive vibrations my way, because I don't want to die. I know that God is here for me and fills your heart with light. But I am alone in this house and even if I am getting all I need from God, I am not getting what I need from others(people). The little things in life you take forgranted like: hugs, cuddling, kissing, talking, laughing, and sex with someone you love, are all things I feel like have been gone for so long. I am 25 going on 85. I don't want to pretend that I am not grateful for everything I have and how lucky I am, but I still can't minimize my suffering. Because my pain is real, and I deserve better. I deserve better. I will have better. Pray for me, and others suffering like me.

I feel like I am a very spiritual person. But when it comes to living life....I seem to crash and burn. I don't understand this world or the people in them. Trust me, I have suffered greatly in this area. It feels kind of selfish to ask to be prayed for when so many people are suffering more greatly, but nonetheless I ask for your prayers and support.