Ive been suffering with major anxity depression and on medacation for it for the past 15 years there was times when i didnt think i can beat this thing but by the grace of GOD he seen me thru im still dealing with it but it has gotten somwhat better but I want to live not just exsist and thats what i been doing for the past 15 years I want to live again depression free i want to go back to school so i can good job to provide for me and my children because up intill now i couldint do anything dealing with depression i aint been working so i been going thru hard times for the past few years I feel like my children think im a failure.