Peggy I was once where you are now. I heard on the radio "you can worry or you can have faith in God, but you cannot have both". From that day forward I would give everything to God. I would talk to him as if he was sitting right next to me. I would tell my wants, my needs, my concerns, my fears, etc.... and then I would tell him that I am giving all of this to you Lord because I know that it is not on my time, but on your time. I know you will provide and you will ensure I have everything that I need. From that day until now, he has answered all my prayers on his time and he has provided as he has promised us. I know that if you do this same thing, you are going to see and feel his presence in your life more than you ever have before. God Bless you!