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Juli
Juli Mujollari
Juli
Juli Mujollari
Sep 25, 2011

Prayer Request

Please pray for me.Please God help in my relationship.I just got engaged this summer,and instead of having the time of my life, i am suffering to hell. For 3 years so far we have been having a long distance relationship since i study abroad and go home only for winter break and summer! He thinks that i am having affairs in here, and finding support and the missing warm shoulder of his in some other friends of mine, which on the other hand are very good friends and we never even thought of flirting with each other. i am a honest girl, and this he does not see in my. i am very weak, and for 2 months so far i have been just crying, loosing weight and not attending classes. he instead is just pushing my toward a worst psychological state of mind, with the irony and not wanting to talk to me, and i am going crazy. it seems to me that he does not know me at all. i so with i could talk to somebody about this issue, but there is nobody to trust.i am keeping this whole thing within me and pretending each time i talk with my family that things are just fine, when things cant get worst. i am suffering to death,so much that there are days i wish i dont wake up or i was dead. there are days when i want to hurt myself so bad and just get away of this world.PLEASE PRAY FOR ME.I am not the strongest believer in the world, and i need your help. Please pray for me so that i find serenity within me, be the person i was, and that the others see who i truly am. I dont want to suffer anymore, but i cannot get out of this pain alone!Please pray for me.