People apparently don't care about me, not even my so-called "friends." I know that you're not supposed to supposed to "focus" upon them, but upon God, but it still hurts when not one "friend" likes your Facebook statuses, and they're supposed to be your "loyal and true" friends. And God uses people 99.9 percent of the time. I could understand it if they weren't on Fakebook, as I call it, but everyone was on today apparently, and yet still nothing. Please pray for me. This is not the exception either. People do this to me all the time, even my so-called "friends," and have all my 49+ years on planet Earth. Not even Shelia gave me a "like" today. If they have a legitimate "excuse," they better have a good one. Please pray for them too, that God will shake every single one of them.
Please pray for me concerning Crystal and 3 other people in my life, and pray for them all too. I have decided to give all 4 them until Christmas, to prove they still care about me. I can easily ditch 2 of them, and probably the 3rd one as well, but sadly Crystal won't be that easy, since she lives here, and sadly probably for life, and she and her mommy are sadly the type of people who hold grudges against you very easily. Please pray for Shelia too. I think she does love me and care for me, and she called me for 10 minutes Thursday, but she is more afraid of her mother and brother more than she lets on.
Please pray for me concerning my mother. I have no answer concerning her. It's going to take an absolute miracle from God. She says I'm always afraid of "getting my feelings hurt." She is much worse. I say just a little thing she disagrees with even a little, she absolutely blows up. I am a lot more sensitive than she is, and she is lot more extroverted than I am, me being a "true introvert," and she has used that, and my ultra highly sensitive nature, to make me give her thousands of dollars. Now, I'm crippled in debt, and she is sadly using that against me too. She does "help" me, but always attaches strings when doing so. She gets on me for not telling her stuff, but when I do, it's always a war waiting to happen. It's "lose-lose" either way. Forget counseling. It won't work in this case. She refuses to do so anyway because of her work. Even if that happened, she is better at talking than I am, so it would be one sided in her favor. It's going to take an absolute miracle from God to work things out. Sad but true. Please pray for Shelia and Crystal too. I still don't hear from either of them anymore, and I need to hear from at least one of them right now, Shelia especially. Their mothers are hurting them too, but at least Shelia realizes it. Crystal thinks hers is capable of no wrong. Like my own mother, they both play church too. Sad.
Please pray for Shelia that she'll talk to me more, and for me too just as much. I am having trouble with my mother again. Please pray about Halloween too. Not giving treats to the people here will get the house and car rocked and egged so sadly people really have no choice but to give treats out, or else. The police can't do anything about it. Please pray for the USA and the rest of the world too. We need an absolute miracle to even continue existing right now...
Please pray about my vehicle situation. I own a 2008 Nissan vehicle, and every single time I have to get it repaired it is always at least $400 at the garage I go to! I'm serious too. I live in WV but near the VA border so I'm considering going there from now on. But it will still probably be high even if I take it there. And I obviously have to put it on the credit card, seeing I'm on a fixed income. This repair is almost the same as two monthly payments. I can't keep doing this, but transportation is an absolute necessity for me where I live. I may not have a choice but to tell my mother, but she gets angry whenever I spend any money at all. My vehicle is paid for, but still $400 every single time it has to be fixed will still eat you alive financially, especially at 22 percent interest. I don't know if the solution is another vehicle or not, but that is costly too. Mass transit is a no go in this area. Please pray for me about this. I can't keep blowing money on a vehicle. I just can't do it any longer.
Please pray that Shelia will call me this weekend. Please pray for Shelia. As for Crystal, she will probably still contact me, but only when her mommy, sister, nephew, and guypal cannot help her. Crystal sadly is old news it seems. Please pray for Crystal too. Please continue to pray about the situation with my mother. Only recourse for me I have as of right now is to steer clear of her as much as possible, and whenever I do that, she always pulls the "mom card" out on me. There is no good solution for me concerning her. Just "least of all evil" ones. Sad but true. Please remember my other friends Roger, Dwayne, Carol, Leanne, Misti, Jerry, and Gene as well.
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