Dear God, Today as I reflect on what's ahead I ask for your guidance to make decisions that bring me closer to you. Help me to know your voice and believe in the power of your gifts in me. I trust that you will lead me amidst the uncertainties of life. Give me the courage to follow you today as you lead me to tomorrow.

Dear Lord, Thank you so very much for the blessing that I have already received from you please help me continue my life down the right path. YOU have return one son back to me and that I am very grateful for. I continue to pray for him that he also finds you and goes down the right path. I still hope that one day soon my youngest son will find it in his heart to forgive me, love me and accept me for who I am now, I am a much better person more loving and forgiving and I now realize everything is not just about me and what I want. Thank you for your time and patience with me Lord

Dear Lord, I received my message from you today and understand it completely. Thou it is not an easy task for me I trying hard to except this. Please help me see my way thru this. As you know I was only able to see my son 5 times in 16 years and now that he is 20 and grown up I not sure if he can ever forgive me. He told me it is better late than never to restart this relationship and I agree but I feel like he is only doing this because his father is trying to get money from me. You know I'm willing to give what I can to him for he deserves it but I don't want that to be the only reason for him to talk to me. It hurts knowing that he doesn't ask for anything not even to talk it is me that is always asking the questions and waiting on answers hoping that for once we might actually have a real conversation. Please Lord help us thru this before it is to late. I want him to know that I never meant to hurt him and I was doing what I thought was right.I have changed since than and I want him to know and see that and that things are different now because of you.

LORD please forgive me for all the wrong that I have done. I know that I'm not perfect and never will be. But I know only with your help and blessing that I be able to have my family back with me. I love my sons dearly thou I don't know how to show them them this. Please guide me in the right direction to bring them home. and let them know that I might not know how to be a good mother but I do know how to be a good friend. And help me show my daughter that the path she is going down is the wrong one. I walked that path and it can only lead to heartache and disappointment for all.