God, I am so lost right now. I have lived a life of poverty homeless with kids again. I have no family being abandon from birth and adopted. Had mixed children. I have struggled all of my adult life and almost 50 still struggling and raising grandsons. Everything I earn from job goes to hotel rent. Nothing left for clothes, shoe's food, ect. I drink pop to feel full so kids eat. Car engine blew up so walk and bus when I can. My feet and ankles swell constantly. Two out of three kids don't speak to me. No family does. Just left alone. Troubles from the mean girls click at work and with situation can't say anything. I pray and pray but never vindicated. Will it ever get better? Would love to just be able to live several years without the struggle
I just learned today that females I work with are trying to find ways to fire me. Not because of job performance but just because they don't like me. They have told others they want me to continue with contests and use me for free gifts that I give out for those contests. The people that they have in higher positions are toxic and they're bringing in Friends. it's not just me but every time we try to go up to a supervisor manager nobody wants to listen to us being myself and other people that have had issues and concerns and we have nowhere to turn. Praying Jesus will see all this and make it right. I am homeless and cannot loose my job just because you don't like me because I refuse to do wrong things. God help me.
Thank you all for the much needed prayers and birthday wishes. First time I received a happy birthday in awhile. Still struggling with faith, work, ect. Still homeless.
When does the pain end, when does one finally become surrounded by people who actually care. So sick of being mis treated. Raising grandsons is a daily struggle with one having Autism. I just wish God could lift some of my burdens and make life a little easier. Not to mention remove the mean people I work with, it's just to much at times and I want to throw in the towel. I have cared for others my entire life and lived in poverty for most of it. I just need something to go in my favor.
I am so lost right now. I have no family or friends. Had mixed kids so disowned. Found out yesterday adoptive father has girlfriend around my age. Mentioned to biological sister I wanted some of my mother's things to remember her by and she made it seem I was out for a Payday. I asked for three things one being a photo album. At work my hours have significantly dropped after not receiving a promotion but did receive a perfect job performance. It's a popularity contest and other higher ups feel they can verbally mis treat people. Found out yesterday that my paycheck would be garnished from student loans. No notice. Have been homeless with three kids living out of a hotel for the past year. Today is my birthday and no one remembers yet or cares. Not even my kids. So lost I have no tears left no heart no soul musterseed is gone. How am I going to make it with three kids alone broke. Car engine blew up so mostly walking it's so cold out now. Been denied at every agency known to man. I need a break a miracle from God but feel he has left me too.
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