My mother passed away on Monday. I'm having a very hard time. She had MS and I hv taken care of her since my dad passed in 07. She died unexpectedly and of course I was at work and actually my son found her, and he is having a worse time then me. She aspirated while she was eating and choked. The EMS man said that it wasn't just a chunk of food she was impacted all the way into the lungs so no matter how hard my son tried she wouldn't of been able to save her. I'm hurting because I feel to blame, I feel like if I would of been here she would be fine. I'm scared that she was scared, and I cant seem to get over it. Please say a prayer for my family, and especially for my son. He was so close with her and he blames himself.. I'm trying to hold it together because I hv three sisters that are all here because of her funeral but all i want to do is lay in bed and not move..