I need Gods help bad…I lost my 28 year old daughter 9 years ago. She was killed by a doctor. I loved her so much. She was my bested friend. Then 2 years ago ago Christmas I lost my husband of 43 years. He fought so hard to live from cancer but it just got the best of him. With all these holidays coming up, it’s finally hit me….I’ve been cleaning out their closet with a little at a time but it’s overwhelming. Everything has a memory attached….I’m not really sure I can do this…
My health has dwindled so much all I do is go to docs. I still have 2 sons but they have their own families an I hate to be a burden to them bc they miss them too.
I struggle to fit in now. I don’t know where I belong….I watch church online now bc I’m not sure if I even belong at my church I’ve been attending my whole life. Not one visit from them in nine years except after Katie’s funeral?
Please pray for me. I need to understand why this happened an what God wants of me???
Thank you for your time,
Kathi B
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