I'm so lost for words, I can't even pray at times. I'm deep in debt, no job, fear of people, rent is due and can't seem to move out of one spot at times. I'm a gambler and think I can obtain what I need for that. Instead I find myself deeper in a hole. Scare to face people, can't concentrate because I think everyone is talking about me. If I wish to get a job probably won't be able to keep it for that purpose. My kids have deep issues as well. All I want in peace, joy, love and happiness. I try and treat people right and help others but I guess I'm helping in the wrong way or thinking selfish. I'm ready for the pressure to be out and live right and take care of my family. Lord, I know you hear my cry and when it's time you will lift the burdens. Lord through these trials please give me wisdom and help me not to lean on my own understanding. Please everyone pray for me and my family, in Jesus Name Amen.