Dear Heavenly Father, you know my heart right now. I don't know how we are gonna make it in the next few months. I don't have a job and I need one desperately to keep us from sinking under. I know having to start chemo in a few days is going to make it even worse, because it makes it harder to find a job. Sam doesn't make enough for both of us and I don't know how we are gonna pay all our bills, Lord. Please help us. Please let me find a job... please give us the strength and love we both so desperately need now. And more then anything else, please open Sam's heart to you so he would receive your free gift of salvation. Thank you, Lord, Amen.