I am praying for all of you first. Thank you for allowing me a place to read such heartfelt prays for other and sometimes share my own fears and challenges, asking for support. It means something. Today I pray for my eldest to come somehow back to me, softer and with the knowing of how much I love her. I will never stop. And to realize she can trust me and be there for her to share her happiness and struggles. I so miss my funny, kind and strong daughter. There have been small steps....and I walk slowly, in hope that it can be again...maybe not the same...but with a newer, stronger and more loving place.