Please pray for me to feel love and kindness. I have been traumatized repeatedly over my 48 yrs. I have no family or friends and often think about taking my life to end my suffering. I have lost my kids to my ex and he will not allow me to be apart of their lives. I was diagnosed with cancer and have received treatment but unsure at this point if it was effective at all. I am hoping for time to work on myself and let go of all my anger and resentments before i die from cancer. Also to finally be at peace within myself and GOD. Thank you for reading.