Dear Lord, I come to you with apprehension in my heart. I have had some amazing blessings during what should have been the worst time in my life. I’m confused and lost in this moment because as much as I am trying to help others around me, it’s as if they don’t want to leave me alone. I feel like I need to be free from worry and doubt, but i have a lot of anxiety hovering over me. My mom told us yesterday that she is sick and if something happens to her then I am left to take care of my sister. I don’t know if that’s a stress Kameron would be willing to take on. I know that he is a good guy, but at some point enough needs to be enough. This isn’t how my first relationship was supposed to go. So God please, I’m really begging you please, rid me of whatever evilness is around me. Please bless those around me with your sight and your faith. Give them the strength they need to move on and keep pushing. I don’t know how much longer I can live like this. I walk with faith in you that I will gain what I need most from you. Thank you for all you have done and continue to do in my life. Thank you for saving me when I needed to be saved most. Thank you for reprogramming me into the woman I am and trying to be everyday God. Thank you for being my father in life and guiding me on my path. In Jesus name I pray, Amen🙏🏾