This is s pray request and I love all of you who pray for us. I'm a 55 yr old introvert. I leave my house to get groceries and to go to work. Thru difficult times in my life I ended up chancing away everyone before they had a chance to hurt me, I was very sick. My mom had just died after me taking care of her without help from siblings and I was in too much pain to be around people. But I have a son whose never left home and me. He's 34yrs old and now is making plans to marry & live in Europe. I will be totally alone. I didn't manage living alone very well before, cutting my wrist and moving back home to my parents. I have no one to run home to now. His having to move across the world is like a death to me. I will be lucky to see him 5 times within my life time if I'm lucky.. This is far more then empty-nest syndrome. He will out of my life. The only person left in it. Pray for me to be strong enough to not hurt him in my pain. I know he has to go to have his own life but I never though he'd have to cross the ocean where I can't get to him or jim to me. I'm devastated, heartbroken and scared to death. Pray for me to be strong enough to let him go without hurting him or myself.
Thank you all so much.