Please pray God and the Holy Spirit give me whatever I need to make it through this. I'm alone and I have no friends and I want to end my life but I'm trying with all my heart not to. I can't deal with this pain please please please from the bottom of my heart please pray God hears my cry and has mercy on me. My life is at stake. I can't do this alone, I can't hold on much longer. I don't want to die but its beginning to feel like there is no way out. Please pray God helps me. I'm really not ok. I should be screaming for help but I tried that when I was little and people told me it made them uncomfortable. I won't make a sound. I'm dying in silence. At this rate, someone will find my body somewhere and everyone will be like we had no idea. I don't want to die. I don't want to die. I can't handle this. I can't suffer in silence alone but it makes people uncomfortable. I can't find a way out. Please pray God is on my side and will fight this battle for me.