We have to give everything to GOD in prayer. HIS word says we can do ALL things through CHRIST WHO gives us 💪. We have not because we ask not. Stay to ourselves for awhile and see what WE need to maybe improve ourselves or what we maybe doing wrong, I use to say, The same thang it took to get me is the same thang it takes to keep lol that was a song. We have to learn to LOVE ourselves in order to attract the right person, tell HIM what you want, we have to be patient. I use to take myself out, my ex husband never did, but when we divorced, he texted and ask to go out sometimes, lo! NOPE, too late. I guess I learned through experience, I'm 65 now and have enjoyed my time with self, I asked GOD what I need to do. Pray you find PEACE within yourself first, that way no one can do this again to you, GOD BLESS Anonymous, HE has already started your process by ASKING