Lord Jesus I'm asking for your help. The average guy can get over this but around this time there is something about this girl that I just cannot let go. I really want her in my life. I know to a number of people that may seem crazy but I don't want to give up on her. Lord Jesus please just bless me with LaShanda in my life because I really don't want to part ways with her. I'm asking Heavenly Father if we can just form something special together. I really don't want her to disappear away from me.