Help me god to manager my anxiety to be alone by my self in my apartment. I am at a hospital right for depression/anxiety. Today I was Home on leave, but after a short while at Home I could not stand it so I sent back to the hospital, had a meeting with a psychiatrists and he pushing me to try more under this weekend to go back in leave I am totaly terrified. I felt so misarble and felt so bad before I came here and had thougts that I did not Want to live any more. I have been on the hospital 12 days to day and I have been lighter and light er for each day, so therefore It was such a big overthrow that everything was back. Powerlessness fear Is what I feel right now. Can not handle my dark thougts and lonelyness.

Can you please for me?