Hi prayer warriors, would you please pray for me. I had heart surgery over a year ago and I know my father guided the surgeon to heal my heart. Then I learned I have kidney failure, copd, and diabetes. I pray for healing everyday and I know he will take care of me in his time. But I also have deep depression and I can't get my thoughts on the right track trying to keep my food intake in order or watch what medicines I take to keep my kidneys working. I hate when I have self doubt knowing in my heart I trust and have faith in my father. My mind spends toward being negative about it all the time. I know prayers help and I want to get my thinking in a positive order which is what God wants me to do. Being fearful is horrible along with worry. Please pray! Thank you for your kindness and prayers.