I ask for the prayer warriors to please pray. I got in a accident in 2015 and my life has been in a downward spiral since, My husband left, and I have been trying to get SSDI, Also I have been trying to work but cant seem to get employment, I almost feel like Job. Things have been taken and people and I try reading Gods word but Satan seems to be attacking that also, all I hear is negative. I am all by myself and God is suppose to be my Father ,My Husband but I have problems wondering what a father does and how a husband suppose to be because I never had a father and well my husband just left so I pray all the time for God to show me what they are I would think a father looks out for his children and a husband is a provider. But here I sit all by myself with no income and am scared. I feel as though there is no end to this nightmare.
Please pray because I feel as though I have almost given up hope of God helping me that maybe the problem is that I am not his child. Nobody in life has ever seem to want me so why would he?
Thank you