dear lord,

thank you for taking care of me for these past few days by keeping me strong in mind and in heart despite all the problems i am facing now.

i humbly implore for your mercy and blessing that you help me find the right ways to save my relationship with Farouk. We have come so far as a couple to just give up now and watch him be seduced by another girl. i know that i have not been there for him enough because of work but you know how hard i tried to make time for him. please touch his heart that he may realize that throwing away what we have because of a seductress is not worth it. i cannot fight this battle alone and i don't want to degrade myself by hunting the girl down and hurt her. i want to be better than that. so you are my best shot at this. you have always been there for me and you have always triumph my battles for me when i cant fight them any longer. you know what is in my heart and you know that i truly love him. i wouldn't fight so hard if i dont. he may be difficult to be with but i have looked past his flaws and focus on his good side. i know he loves me and that he is just blinded by how he is piss about me with my shortcomings. help me lord God to bring us back to how we used to be or even better. i do want to grow old with him and have a family someday. you brought him into my life when i wasn't looking for somebody to love and i made you a promise that no matter what i will love him especially when he is at the most difficult to love. i know i promised you that i won't give up on him but i can't do that without you by my side. words cannot express what is truly in my heart but you know it and so i lift it all up to you. i won't let things i do not have control stress me out any longer and weight me down. i trust you and i trust that you will have my relationship with him. that you will guide him back to me. and you will make him see my love for him again even more that before. make him realize that what we share and build together is worth fighting for. not many find someone who would love them and stay especially in the rough times. i am here, i have not given up on him. and i will not give up on him. he is the love of my life. i will see through this life with him by my side. keep us together lord no matter what. may he realize his mistake and reach out to me to work things out for the betterment of our lives together. to make our relationship stronger this time around. i offer you all the love i can give to him. and lift up to you all my worries and anxieties and trust in you glory and grace. Amen