I don't know if I'm being selfish asking for god to send me my sole mate I have been alone now for 5 years and The guilt I feel that my 7 year old has no father figure is to much sometimes when he asks me how come he doesn't have a dad. I need god to help me take down this wall I have built around my self I push people away I am scared of being hurt again.I need that special someone to come into my life I have cried and prayed so many times so now I'm asking for stranger's to pray that time don't run out for me to meet that special man that I know is out there somewhere. I just turned 45 and have started to believe God hasn't anyone for me in this world or mabie I am being punished I don't know but I am a good faithful woman and it doesn't seem fair please help me pray that God sends someone my way to share my life with Thank You.