Dear God I miss Vanessa and Andrew and Sheila with all my heart. I need them in my life because without my love vanessa and the kids I am just lost . Vanessa is on my mind all day long . I do not want anyone else or care for your idea to drink me better . Vanessa is my everything. She is my life and my world . Lord you once brought her to me after my dad passed away . I needed her then but need her even more today . My life has been on hold . I am lost and hurt without my heart and soul and Vanessa Pauline East is my heart and soul . Please bring my family home