I've been having bouts with depression and anxiety since I was 13 years old. I am now 47 and still going through it; I guess it is a chemical imbalance of some sort. I'm trying to get out of one now and it just gets so tiring. I've been looking for a job in my field for well over a year now and must consider doing something else for now which would feel like a real blow. I did ultrasound for 17 years and the field id just flooded. Now I think I'll have to look at Wal Mart or something like that because I am not trained in anything else. Sadly, the only child I had passed away at birth so I don't have children to focus on and love. My family is not close at all. I just feel so lonely sometimes and trying to make the best of it all. Please please pray for me that this depression be lifted and that I may know God in my heart and in my head. Thank you so much and may you also be blessed!