I would ask for prayers that I can find a way out of this joyless state that I feel. I pray for guidance, but I am still left feeling as if I would be better off not in this world - it's a daily thought even though I'm on medication and have a small support network. I feel SO incredibly lonely so much of the time and so overwhelmed by nearly everything, from the smallest thing to the larger things. I just want to feel joy and excitement again, and be able to enjoy the things I used to enjoy. Please pray that God helps me find out what is really going on so I can move past this dark chapter in my life. Thank you.