tired of not feeling well and being stuck with all the responsibility of raising a son paying bills while my ex lives round the corner with his girlfriend and basically disappeared on his family for the second time - barely even calls to see how we are doing - we have a child together as well - how can it be ok for him to be awol again - after all we went through - going to AA - making his way back to his family - just to leave and run away again? Not ok - sorry - I'm not cool with this. Prayers that I find some decent friends and people to have fun with - I'm tired of it.