please pray for my marriage , I want to save my marriage and spend the rest of my life with my wife , she feels its been 30 years that she has not trusted me and that I never loved her . I have made mistakes and I have hurt her with actions of flirting with others and not putting her first and I did cheat on her . I have made huge mistakes in my life but I own them and want to better myself . I got married at 17 she was 18 we have been married 30 years now. I 'm willing to do what ever I need too to better myself and prove my love to and for her. She has detached herself from me and I have to move out. We are going to be friends but she don't know if she can ever be more then that . She has said she wants me to date other women but its not what I want I want her . I need prayers to save us and to help her heal . I want to be the best person I can be and I need her to be able to see me change and to be able to rust me . I will put the time and effort into saving us . I love her so much please god help me save my marriage