Dear Heavenly Father,

My heart is in confusion right now. I have a job, yet I'm still in doubt if I can fulfil my job well. I don't know if I am really meant to be a teacher. I know my students' future lies in me, and I'm afraid. I was asked to make the curriculum this year, and implement it. I still don't have anything with my hands. Next week is the start of school year. Everything is still unclear. I don't know how to teach. This will be my first year in teaching. And I ask for your guidance and wisdom. Lord, please.. help me in this. Please give me all the help that I need. I want to quit, to stop, to surrender and to give up. But I can't. Lord, I trust everything onto you. If this is not your will for me, please give me courage to face this. Thank you Lord. May your will be done. I ask this through Christ our Lord, amen.