I need companionship. I don't have any friends because I devoted my life to my ex-husband and kids and now they are gone I am all alone. I am very shy and making friends seems impossible. I am still mending a broken heart and cry everyday. I need to move and my fiances are dwindling to almost nothing. I know God has me I just need to feel his love and help mend my heart I have lost my will to fight and don't know how to get it back. I miss my kids and they act like they hate me.My ex-husband has them so brainwashed it is unreal.God bless and thanks for listening.