I am asking for help in praying to find peace and forgiveness for my mother and release me from my pain and anger for her not protecting me from beatings and abuse in my childhood damaging my self esteem for so very, very long and heal me in the reasons that i hurt.. sometimes i am grieving and.still believing even my very own mother didn't love me in this life...then shamefully admit i question ..if she couldn't even love her very own baby girl that was once a part of her body, why would God love me if she didn't?
I know he truly does and I'm very blessed... but sometimes I don't understand things and life..and i get very confused about them... please help me pray to know Gods love better - so i am not so afraid, help me feel the trust, faith and loving reassurance of God's loving eternal promise for my souls peace ..and courage to bravely face whatever the plans for my service for he has for me to see through in the remaining years of my life and serve him obediently as his child so he is very well pleased with me:). thanks and God Bless you all for your loving prayers and help:)