Im still half lost in life. Lost 2 great women in my life in just 1 week apart from each other. 1st my grandmother dies then the followin a week after my grandfathers wife who luved me as 1 of her own grandchild. Also dealin with a sever broken heart. I have been askin & beggin God if we are not ment 2 be 2 please take him out of my mind & heart. I wake up & go 2 sleep thinkin about him. Think about him all day. I want it 2 stop but its not workin. Please pray 4 me. As much as I dont want him out of my heart, if he doesnt think of me in the same way I do of him I want him out my thoughts. Please pray every 1 please pray. I am hurtin alot.