God, It feels good when I write to you. It is like reading a journal into my soul. I have been extremely depressed, and angry, and I do not even know the reasons. I am having so many things go wrong that I do not know the cause. I am missing my Mom so much that I keep thinking that I forgot to tell her something. It seems all of the things I have gotten close to me are leaving me one by one. The old saying is that you never give more than I can handle, and I cannot handle my life anymore. Please give me the strength to go on, to trust in you, and walk in your path. Besides all of my emotional baggage, I have several physical situations that keep me in pain. I am sorry I do not want be an angry person. I want you in my life to get through my life one day at a time. I love you, Mary