Dear God, I did something during weekend thst I could not have gotten through, if I went with my original intention. I made no plans. I felt as a begger asking who is doing what, and can I be included. For New Years' I did not force anyone into invited me, and it worked our fine. I bouglt a fine dinner, some wine, watched Anderson/Kathy, and it was a fun evening. Dear Lord, please show me the way, and I will follow. Of course, I love being with friends, but it is ok sometimes to be alone. Thank you for getting me through this. I will have to do this more often, Thank you,Ord.