Lord, you know my son and I feel so low and trapped in our circumstances that we want to die. I'm working round the clock except a few hours sleep, we're not making ends meet - now the car's broken and we don't have the bucks to fix it - and we're supposed to focus on the last 3 months of homeschool final matric and he just is NOT a student - the retention level is rock bottom (probably because of all this stress too) ... today is the first time in many years that I can really feel he thinks it's better just to stop living. HAVE MERCY oh GOD and step in and do some miracles for us!!