Foremost, giving praise to the Almighty who has made known to us the hurt you have endured and still endure. I hurt for you and with you. No one should ever feel alone or made to feel unworthy. You are more than worthy Tracy. Of course, I pray Yahweh blesses you with spiritual and earthly healing just as He's blessed you with grace to speak on your tribulations. Psalms 34 (18 verse I believe) tells us the LORD is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who have crushed spirits. Talk to Him Tracy. He already feels your pain. Ask Him to cleanse and restore. I'll ask as well. Please read Psalms 145. When I'm troubled and feel like I'm in despair, Psalms always find me and gives me great comfort. My troubles may still be present, but I have the strength to tackle them.
You're never, ever, ever alone. Read Psalms 62 and 68. Trust in the Almighty. You can't be shaken, dipped, stirred with Him. What do you believe Him to be?
What will you believe Him to do? He's an unmovable rock, an indestructible fortress, a refuge in/at all times. You are loved beyond any measure man has set. You are so precious to Him, to all of us. BELIEVE HIM, TRUST HIM!!!
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Put on the full armor Vicki and uproot the devil's foothold. Ask The Almighty for guidance. He's waiting on you. No matter the concern...no matter how big or small, He's there for you. Read Matthew 7:1-9...Remember, it's always according to His will...His plans...His understanding and it is for the good. There are great rewards in patience. I'll pray for you, your son and with you. In Yeshua's mighty ,mighty name, heal the afflicted...always in accordance to your will Lord.