I just want to take a minute to give thanks to an amazing God that despite my transgressions over the past few years He still has mercy for me, He still reaches out to me, He is patient with me. I have been so afraid to take action, for fear of discomfort. Running towards pleasure and comfort and seeking after approval. Even after an intimate relationship with Him, after seeing his hand, and many prayers answered, being granted peeks behind the curtain, truths people spend a life time trying to understand. I still found room to doubt and rebel and go my own way and take matters into my own hands. Knowing where it lead. By any human measure I'm dead to rights disqualified to proceed forward. By my own standards I belive I couldn't muster a fraction of such grace and mercy. Knowing how bad it hurts when people treat me that way and how much worse I've forsaken Him.through My pride and arrogance and self righteousness, knowimg right and doing wrong He still Loves me. That's the the kind of God we serve. I remember many days thinking that's it hell never take me back now, and I've gone to far. But he never left. All praise be to the most.High God and Christ Yeshua.
Getting ready to start withdrawals. Im done fooling myself I can't love/serve the Lord in this state. I pray for help and strength and any kind of aid possible to smooth this transition. I have been putting it off for a long time out of fear and well I like feeling good. But I know it's snare. Thanks
I hear your pain. My prayers are with you. Try and have faith no matter how impossible the situation seems. For all things work for the good of those who love the LORD and are called according to His purpose. I've struggled with impossible situations and doubt and stretched my patience got tired gave up, fell off, backslid,, got back up , rinse, repeat. Through it all God was and is faithful to me. He will see you through.
Why is it after tragedy I always feel more on track. Life's a trip it's all bad. I need all kinds of prayers
I don't know how to surrender it all to Him. The time ticks on and I'm still Here waiting and toiling and striving I dont know how to stop. I gave up somewhere in the last three years more than once and I am stuck wondering what now, do I start all over? I'm not getting any answers from God anymore that I can recognize anyway.
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