I need prayer, bad. Ever since my father passed last week, i have been either very irritated with everyone around me, or numb to the point of disassociation. Especially with my kids. Everything is falling apart and i cant get ANYONE to help me with these kids so i can be alone. My father was the one who watched them. But now when my whole world is crumbling around me and i just want everyone to go away, EVERYONE is hounding me, having expectations i wont fulfill, and interpreting every thing i say based on their perception and getting it wrong. Im so tired and just want earth to be hit by a meteor just so i can find peace. Please pray for me, i dont know what to do.
Build up your relationship with God. When you make God your best friend you will never feel alone. Talk to him as u would anybody else, he wants to hear all about you. Your feelings, your joys, your worries and your fears. Spend time with him, he wants that time with you too.