Please Please call on the Lord. Let me tell you I have a brother that never did drugs etc but has had a very hard life. He almost lost his life due to a health issue. I spent five days at the hospital till I had to go home. He sent a testimony to me that forever will be close to me. He said the exact thing you did that he would be dead right now if he did not give his life to Jesus. I have never seen anyone so on fire for the lord right now. Find yourself a celebrate recovery program or other program .get yourself into a rehab. I was married for 25 years. I use to go and do the 12 step christian program. I still help others just not thru a program. I have seen so many families destroyed. Just ask Jesus into your heart. God Loves you .He has a plan for your life, a hope and a future. I lost my second husband this past year .It has been hard. I know that if we don't rely on the Lord we can never get where we need to be. Will add you to prayer list. a concerned mom.,grandma,mentor,friend,stepmom.etc. Because that is what I am. If one life can be saved many can.

oh boy. I understand where you are coming from. Please make sure not to get hurt .Sounds like what I am going thru. I lost my significant other several months ago. Met someone. He has fallen in love with me. I am still holding my guard up as I have not met him face to face. we talk on the phone skype and text. Some things just started coming up. I am blunt and tell the truth. And he did not like what I had to say. I have not talked him since early today. I do not wish to talk to him till he thinks about what he is doing. I work with the sheriff's office. He knows that so if he is not up to any good then the end. We can find anything bad on him. He sounds legit .Still have that gut feeling. He keeps saying that we are supposed to be together. I refuse to have a relationship ever again unless the Lord is in the center. I was caregiver not gf to my significant other. I could not let him go to a nursing home so I let him stay at my home for last four years. Pray please. keep me posted.

will pray. I just went to dr today for muscle therapy in my back and neck. I know he used my dr it was amazing. I am able now to do things I could not do for weeks. I have a history of these problems. I pray every day for healing. no medicines or anything just no chiro either.

do not give up please. This too will pass. God has given you life and life more abundantly. I don't know you .you need to call someone to talk to. Seriously. Whatever the issue may be there is help for you. call a friend a neighbor. even if you have made mistakes .God forgives you. Ask him to come into your heart. Lord touch this young man or woman right now in Jesus name we bind the enemy and Lord touch this person that you have created .Give them peace. Guide them into your arms. Help them to get where they to be to get help. In Jesus mighty name. God loves you. A grandma here loves you and so do many others.

please get her into a program. a christian one. alot of good ones depending on the state that you live in.

praying for you. Jesus can set you free. there are alot of programs that will helpp you.

Will be praying. go seek counsel. Good godly counsel. have her also go. not sure how long you have been married. if she won't go to counseling then sorry let her go. was married for over 25 yrs. he physically did not cheat on me . it was an emotional affair with a very very close friend of mine. he already had filed for divorce. picked me up from the airport one day and never came back to the home. seven yrs later we are now friends. we went to counseling etc .I still went to church .he had stopped. now he knows I would never go back with him. unfortunately the person that had counseled us was a pastor. no longer .he shut his church down left his wife and three children ,divorced her and remarried his high school sweetheart. this has happened so many times to really close people to me and it gets very discouraging especially when they are christians. I still believe and never will stop. Keep your eyes on Jesus.