i terribly miss him. give me the strength to do what he wants. if he will be happy with us apart, then let my heart be freed from all these questions. amen.

another test on my patience and understanding God. please help me make it through. ive been really wanting something thats real. You know that. please guide me in this. may i make the right decisions. may you show me if i really deserve him or not. and may he see all the effort that i have put for us to be ok.. thank You.

lord, a serious rel is what he wants. please give it to him. make her take care of him the way i would have wanted to. make them happy always. give me the strength to move on.

i still pray for strength Lord. thank you.

lord, i really miss him. please give me the strength to surpass this. we both need this.

lord, i hope in the end, everything between me and lex will be ok. please take care of him always, the way i would have cared for him. thank you.

lord, lex passed the board exams! thank you! may this serve as an inspiration to him for him to strive hard for his future. my sacrifice was very much worth it. thank you for hearing our prayers! =)

lord, thank you for all the blessings you have showered upon me. i feel so loved by my family and friends.

lord, im really having a hard time deciding on what i want. please give me the strength to be firm on whatever my decision will be. i just want to be happy. and i want him to be happy too. but there are many things holding me back. and he has many unsettled issues too. lead us to the right way lord, be it the one where we will be together, or not. open our minds that we may discern what will be the best for the both of us...

lord, please help lex with his board exams..