Iam having trouble with my relationship. My husband passed away 11 years ago, and my fiance passed away 4 years ago. It took me a while to get out there again.We have been seeing each other about a year,but I can not seem to let go of the fear of losing him, and it is effecting our relationship. If we are not together, I feel afraid, scared, so sad. I did not question Gods choice to take my husband and fiance home,though I loved them both so much. I do not want to be alone. I want to love and be loved again.