Dear God
My heart hurts so bad. My heart tingles for true love. The love i once felt years ago fading away.. it appears indifferent, it could mean i have been hurt too many times, too much, too deep…. to care anymore.When someone you together with for years, made it clear they do not want you in their lives, how would you feel? Devastation was the feeling I'm supressed with. People say there is no point staring at the closed door but i still have hopes and faith. But again anyone who really loves you will never walk away from you in the first place. Everyday I leave a part of me in some fairy tale, some dream of a distant future... living in a parallel universe. Everyday I ask God to give me the strength and wisdom to take the necessary risks to be the person I am meant to be.
How do I stop being so angry all the time?
How do I stop the pain?
How do I stop crying?
How do I forget the hurt?
How do I find peace?
How can I move on?
How can I find happiness?
How can I fall in love? Again?
The ONE answer to a lot of these questions lies in forgiveness.
Forgiveness is a gift you give yourself.
However, how do i forgive myself?
A good friend could tell when my eyes are screaming or when my heart is crying… without me saying anything.
To forgive is not to forget. It is to continue to love despite the vivid memory that the person you love ever hurt you before. To forgive is the highest form of love. In return, it is the start of healing, indescribable peace and happiness.
When people stay together despite differences, it is not because they forget, it is because they forgive.
Amin
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