Dear God,

Please give me the strength and patience to live the days with ups and downs of life. I am in need of guidance whereby I fear i lose my patience and fear will build in me on my failures. I am about to be ready to just give up on the things I believe in. My beliefs in love, my beliefs for my future. I am not able to feel. I am losing faith and tears run my cheeks while I'm torn deep inside. I am losing the battle of all the slanders put against me... I'm falling deep and I have no one to pull me back up to my feet. I'm tired of explaining myself, tired of people slandering me, tired of working so hard.. I just wanna wake up with a smile and thank god for giving me the opportunity to breathe as i open my eyes every single day... Prayers to give me strength and patience with every challenges that I face..... Amin