Please pray for guidance. I have a 20 month old daughter. Her father had a past of drinking and drugging, through a hard struggle we had managed our way through it all. Then we were blessed with a beautiful little girl. He was a wonderful man to me while I was pregnant, he would make me laugh, comfort me, make me feel secure... now.. things have changed. Due to the fact that we now live in separate places because of circumstances that were unavoidable... he has taken to drinking every night, smoking cocaine, and seeing random women (even while we were together, I caught him.) I love him dearly but I'm torn. My heart screams out for him to be the person he was while I was pregnant... to be the man I know he can be. I just pray I can handle being a single mother, loving a man who (questionably) loves me but consistently hurts me and puts my child in the situation where she could be without a father. I pray every night. I'm lost and I don't know where to turn. I beg God for an answer but I feel he wants me to fight this one on my own. The father of my child has made his promises recently to prove to me that he is capable of change and love and wants to be the family we were.. do I trust him? I'm horrified to considering my daughters welfare.
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