Jesus, my God and Savior. I'm screaming within my insides. Help me! I need you! I'm lost. I'm lost as a vulnerable naive sheep. Don't forsaken me, not now, not ever. COME SPEEDILY TO ME GOD!!! TIME IS RUNNING OUT AND I'M NO WHERE NEAR DESTINATION!! ='C

Dear God,
Until when will I suffer within my own heart and mind? I need the answer as time is passing by rather quickly. There is not enough time to spare...
I know I've hurt You in the past, but You are not a God of revenge, nor a God who repays bad with bad or evil with evil. I urge You, Lord Jesus, to come speedily to me, for I am this close of losing my mind. I'm hurting badly, silently, and loudly. You know the source of my pain, and know how confused I am to the very core of my soul. Don't wait any longer, Lord, to give me the answer that You have picked for me. Should I continue? or should I stop? Only You can provide me with my yearned-for answer. Many times I've made the mistake before of coming to You lastly, but here I am now coming to You before anything and anyone else. I need You God. I cry day and night with silent tears as well as rivers of tears that over-flood my face. I know I'm not worthy of Your grace, but You are a God of mercy and kindness. Help me! I need to know if this is a pit of fire, or if this is indeed a blessed journey I'm about to be blessed with. Don't wait any longer, God. Precious time is passing, and I'm sincerely desperate for Your answer of: Yes / No. Thank you, and I love you.

Desperately pleading,
+Your lost daughter+

I'm going through a battle that may define or break a personal project of 12 years. This project of mine is supposed to be finalized in four months, and I don't know if I should move forward or not. I've never been more confused in my life. I'm getting mixed messages on whether or not to continue or to peacefully depart. I've been hurting for the past couple of months with no answer. I hurt every night knowing there is a possibility that what I've been working on for possibly what consumed half my life may just end up as a final separate departure. I need nothing more than God's light to shine his answer directly and vividly on my face. I can't take hints, I need God's solid answer. Without the specification of what that project may be, I just love it with all of my heart and soul, and can't stand the idea that one day I may wake up alone without the peace of knowing that it is still there.
According to your will, Lord; and not according to mine. You, who IS the King of Kings, I need your guidance to the correct path, I can no longer do this on my own, but I ask you to step in and take over, for I no longer can move on my own given the growing blisters on my flesh...

I need God's light, and healing hands to come speedily on to me. For I am lost and in pain. I've recently come to realize things that are changing my life completely, and not in a positive way. I've had a project for close to 13 years, and suddenly, it seems that everything seems so dark. I don't know where to turn. I don't know if I should go on with this life invested project of mine, or should i turn away and forget it ever existed? I'm lost....I need heavy prayers please. Thank you. God bless all <3