Dear Sue and Watson, I also loss my sweetheart 2 years ago. It’s definitely a difficult adjustment to accept. There is not a day I don’t shoulda, coulda woulda but I didn’t. Sue please don’t give up, I’m sure your husband would want you to continue on knowing that you two will meet again. Please reach to touch the hem of God’s garment, he’s with you and so is your husband. Talk to him daily and ask God to allow him to come to you. My daughters daddy now visit me all the time. Watson, loosing someone this close to us is hard very hard to accept. God will cover you in the mist of this he** you’re feeling. Please also continue to reach to God for comfort and healing. Grieving is a process that takes a lot of time believe me I’m still struggling with his loss but I’m learning to lean more and more on God. This is what he want us to do because we can’t do it alone. I’m praying for you both 🙏😇😢💔❤️. Love Rhonda