I need people to pray for my kid's and I as well as there father. We have been together for almost 11 years. I had a drug problem for about 7 to 8 year's of the 11 and now that I am clean and plan to stay clean for the rest of my God given life. There father want's me to leave and he want's to keep the kid's. He love's me and I just hurt him so badly in the past that he can't get over the hurt. We have four kid's together and I take care of them most of the time he is a help but I can not see my self being a every other weekend mom I live for my baby's. I am also so much in love with him that I cry every day. I do want God's will to be done but I also want my family. I have no other family and no real friend's. That make's it even harder

I pray that the man i love can stop being so mad at me for all the bad thing's i did in our past with drug's. I really hurt him and now i am clean and the hurt is to much for him. We have four kid's together and i am praying that he can get over it in time to save our relationship for us and most of all for our four god given gift's